quarta-feira, 12 de outubro de 2011

I love you Amy !!



I love you so much !!

Hehabilitation or cure

I think in many things at once. It's like an addiction that keeps me miserable. I am always shaking.

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A thing is certain: I try to quell the withdrawal symptoms, but sometimes it's stronger than I and ... I can't avoid. I'm trying to rehabilitate, but who has no understanding of addiction and hurts the methods may not come with thought of magic methods to use me as a guinea pig.

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Honestly? - I am trying. But whith time all the symptms come back and there I am shaking again and the devils of abstinence are almost unbearabe. I speak from the standpoint of the patient.
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Thes is medicine, but hte taste is bitter, and in my case, I'm still like a child. Crying to take it and just surviving for a while. If I forget to drink a dose from time to time, I die!

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I am rehabilited but still lose sleep, lose hunger, lose direction, lose my mind ... to flee, but was recaptured. Shit! I don't want medication; I don't want recipes ... Just want to live. Even with my addiction.